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| First week of school almost over. Thank god. And I don't mean that because of I'm sick of it already, I just mean its that I'm one week closer to getting back into a routine. I felt all week the lack of energy from going from getting up around 11 to getting up at 6 and then actually doing something all day plus going to the gym. Last night, at Step class I could barely finish but then I looked at myself in the mirror and was like "oh god, keep going even if its barely". My roommate says I'm to hard on myself but I know when I've gained weight and feel heavy. I'm not saying I'm fat and ugly or anything just not comfortable. But my stomach again does make me look pregnant. I would assume I was to if I was actually having sex :P I'm looking forward to getting through today, and just chilling with the roomies. Although the one is annoying me to the max, for the past two weeks now she either goes to her boyfriend or he comes here. Its almost a bit much, well thats my opinion anyway. I just was never one of those boyfriend obsessed people. We are making homemade pizza, right down to the dough, and I'll bake some cookies (mostly for the boys show in Kitchener tomorrow, which is also what I'm looking forward to... one last blast before taking it easy and dealing with myself, with court, with it all). I just can't seem to get this guy out of my head either.. must be because he won't talk to me. That whole want what you can't have type thing. The song "You Love is My Drug" kind of reminds me of him. | | |
| It happens so many times, I just always fall off my blog and I certainly had enough time over the holidays to do so. In fact, my last week off before school was spend just eating and eating and eating. And now all my work with that diet are completely ruined.. and THEN SOME. I'm not being a girl when I say, I gained weight and that I look AWFUL.. I'm hoping *fingers crossed* that part of it might just be upcoming girl time of the month but we'll see.
Good news on the other hand is that the busses are no longer on strike, the weather isn't so bad and I can go to the gym. I still work Mondays till 6 so I can't go to Step class but I started 5Factor to at least get me there and do as much as I can. It was a serious toss up last night to go to the over crowded female only gym with the shitty cardio equipment but be comfortable doing the weights or going to the co-op and doing more cardio but being put off by the weights. I opted for the female gym but in the future I won't. I hate hate their elliptical machines and only did 5 minutes on it.
I wanted to go this morning but made this mistake of not showering to wake myself up and ended up falling asleep after I ate. I might have needed it though as I dreamt that my ex boyfriend wigged out on me, pulled out a machete and tried to kill me. Now I have to go this evening at 6:30 to a class and I didn't want to do that. But I will keep myself busy by cleaning beforehand. I wanted to have a bath the other night as my stepmother bought me this moisturizing bath oil but I share a bathroom with a guy and a slob at that (aren't they all) so I need to clean the tub.
School as finally started and I'm happy to be back to a routine. Yesterday I was back to my eating habits so I feel a bit better but its going to take a few weeks to undo the damage. I think the lack of drinking might help speed it along though. After this weekend, a commitment I already made before resolving to give up the drinking and partying, I will be not drinking on weekends, trying to get to the gym, maybe hanging out at the gym reading and writing.
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| Almost there, today I didn't feel to satisfied especially not with my steak. And I'm having doubts about what you really lose as there are some reviews that say you don't and that you gain it all back but I'm assuming those people cheated and then went back to eating like shit. Because I did this with my dad lost 8 and kept it off until I went on holidays and drank and eat bad for 2 weeks! Like super bad.. like 4 granola bars in a row bad.
I'm just going to have to look for ways to exercise at my dads and avoid eating like shit... everything within moderation which brings me to why I really wanted to do this. To go back to eating where eating 95% of the time is purely for nutrition and not for pleasure. No more Wendys, Dairy Queen, whole pizza's, 30 cookies, meal after meal followed by numerous snacks.
As for my day on the whole got some errands done and am now dreading studying for what should be a bullshit test that I better pass and pass the course.
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| HALF WAY THERE!!! I have to say its gone by pretty fast, yesterday was a semi breeze other than being really bored and having a lot on my mind. Today is also going by fast its already almost 7 and I've made it through today without pain and I even managed to choke down the soup twice and play a bit of Wii Fit.
I'm looking forward to the steak tomorrow but not the morning, juice and tea it is... but mmmmm big juicy bloody steak! I have to go buy the chicken and steak tomorrow at some point and my hit up the book store to get the 8th Sookie book, I finished the 7th last night and am already in withdrawal! I also hope Mario comes at some point too.
On a depressing note I got this gut wrenching card from my mother, I'm so forgiving and people take advantage of that and its not fair. I don't want a card I want an apology for demeaning my character. So tired of people who let shit blow over, I mean sometimes its good but other its like really can we clean the air.
But to balance out that apparently I've lost 2 pounds, no inches though, I guess we'll see if this diet lays all in just water weight. Which is fine in a way as long as it takes the bloat out of my stomach, which is looking a little flatter. I need to remember to do some crunches before bed too.
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| Its not so bad... I'm wishing it was tomorrow because being able to eat fruit (sweet) makes it a little easier although I'm already wishing it was around supper so I could have my baked potato. So far I've just had cucumbers and one bowl of the soup.. already dreading the soup, mostly the thought because when I eat it, its not sooo bad. But I'm sure it will get worse as these days go on. I mean I keep thinking its only 7 days but then its like aarrggghhh ONLY day 2!!!!!! Now that whatshisface is gone again time as slowed down... speaking of that.. saw him.. over it... just not over why he does this not talking to me thing. Oh well.
I wish I had more to do today, I could be working on a business project that is due tomorrow but I just can't find the motivation to do so.. sucks.. I also don't want to read because its my last Sookie book and then I will have nothing else to read.. maybe I'll bike to the dollarstore.. need to get some xmas tins for my cookie presents but that also doesn't appeal to me, its a lazy day and I don't want it to be!!!
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